IT STINKS

Smoking.now thats a stinky subject.i sometimes wonder why we smokers say it tastes good,it helps us to relax and we enjoy it.what in the world tastes good in smokes?and relax,lol,now thats a joke to.how can anyone feel relaxed with a smoke when we know it costs a small fortune to smoke and we know that smoking can cause cancer and other diseases.and how can we feel good when we smell like doggy dodo.i can imagine what goes through my grand childrens minds when they give me a hug and all they smell is stale smoke.
i personally hate smoking and am now taking steps to quit.my doctor put me on champix now.and valentines day is my stop date.so to anyone reading this,help me by praying for me.quitting is hard.any smoker will tell you this.but i am very determined to stop this smelly habit.i want to get my health back and feel more energetic so i can enjoy my grand children again.
this summer i am hoping to be able to go for long walks and bike riding without loosing my breath.the one thing i will not do is to give my last breath to a smoke.you see,this is another addiction that just destroys your life.life will end for all of us,but why speed it up by smoking.God gave me three wonderful children and He has blessed me with four fantastic grandchildren.and i want to be here for them for as long as i can.so yeah,quitting smoking is serious business for me.
the champix program is a three month program,so i will let you know how things are going with it.will power and determination and help from God are the main keys to winning.