TURN BACK TIME

there are times when i wish we could turn back the hands of time..so many things i would do differently.its like they say"if i knew then what i know now",i have so many regrets in my life.we let problems cover the things that are important.our true feelings get buried so deep,thats why it is so important to keep commnication lines open.when we stop talking about what we feel,we soon forget what is in our hearts and then pain and anger rule our lives.we need to learn to forgive.time on earth is to short to waste it with negative feelings.learn to love the way Jesus showed us.
   do you want to know what just ran through my mind?i was picturing how when i pass over,Ed will be standing there and waiting for me with a great big smile on his face.and i will give him the biggest hug i have ever given him.wow,i love that.

A BIT DOWN

i just feel like writing something,anything.because writing helps me feel a bit better.today is just one of those days where i miss a certain someone.maybe its because march 3 is almost here again(our anniversary)i dont think i will ever stop missing him.would be nice if we could turn back the hands of time.oh the changes i would make.but its true what people say,you never know what you had until its gone.but the good thing is that in heaven we get another chance.that keeps me going.

POINTING FINGERS

why is it so easy to see what others do wrong and yet we dont look at ourselves.do we think just because we enjoy something,that its good?do we think its ok to make others feel bad just because we dont agree with the way they live their lives?we need to be very careful when we try to help others.its a fine line between helping and just simply being judgemental.our minds see things differently.that does not mean one is right and the other is wrong.we simply have a difference of opinion.people see each other from the outside.God sees our hearts.God has given us many things to go and have fun in this life.only we are not to abuse it.we need to always be careful of things that are addicting.if we allow ourselves to become addicted,then that addiction becomes our god.make sure God remains first in your life.addictions are more then just drugs and alcohol or even gambling.some are obsessed with collecting things or some its shopping even when we dont really need things.some its addiction to food.you see,anything can be bad for you.so lets be careful to not judge to quickly.lets leave that to God.He sees inside our hearts.